Meet the New One

Meet Harper Bazaars January cover girl: the bubbly and boisterous Kate Hudson!

HIV/AIDS issues

To raise awareness, the sign-in screen of the Twitter homepage has been changed to red, and the tweets can change their colour. If the hashtags #red or #laceupsavelives are included in tweets they will turn the font red from its usual black.

The US version of Google.com has a red Aids ribbon on its homepage and provides a link to various charities connected with fighting the disease.

And Facebook has also encouraged members to join red and change their profile pictures to a red logo, and to share a video about the low cost of the treatments it takes to keep patients with HIV alive.

During 2008 some 2.7 million people became newly infected with the virus and an estimated 2 million people died from Aids. According to figures of UNAIDS, estimated 33.4 million people live today worldwide with the HIV virus.

The World Aids day is dedicated to raise awareness of the spread of HIV infection. It is a day when people who died of thedisease are commemorated. Since 1995 the President of the United States makes an official proclamation.

What do you think, are these good or bad examples for today's five-minute-activism? Are they just empty online symbols of a good conscious while nothing will change. Or are they raising awareness?

OMG breaknews!!!!

As if you didn't see this one coming: People Magazine has selected Robert Pattinson as their Sexiest Man Alive for 2009, ahead of Taylor Lautner, the entire cast of True Blood, and even Andy Roddick! Congrats R-Pattz. The official announcement is coming on Wednesday. (via JJB)

compare wit Taylor Lautner... aawwww!!!! errrr... :P

how the fuck can you be scared of love?

Sometimes I wonder what I would answer if my friends asked me if I was in love with him. Now, they would never question because I'm really good at hiding my feelings due to years of practise. But IF.

"I don't know" I might say. "I'll admit that there is a certain tension between him and me that I don't feel I have with anyone else." Then, after a moment of thought, I might continue: "But, what I do know is that sometimes I want to stroke his back so bad I can't barely stand it, and sometimes I make things on purpose just so I can be near him. What I also do know, is that I'm scared. So awfully scared."

The ting is that I don't want to feel anything. At all. But sometimes the feelings attack me so hard I can't ignore them anymore. They push and push and push, until they finally come through, and then, usually, I run. I can't bear to deal with them, and I certainly can't deal with the feelings that comes after. When you've been hurt. And you always get hurt.

I never let anyone in. It takes years of good behaviour to make me trust a person fully. Much because I've been let down. Hard. I've poured my heart out to people who only stomped it and threw it away. Such things hurt. And leave marks. So, in many many years I've never let myself feel anything for anyone, I've run when I couldn't ignore the feelings anymore. I've run so awfully much, in such an awful long time, and I'm so awfully tired.

So, this time, I shave sworn to myself to stay put, to not run from them. The feelings that make me want him to hold me. The feelings that, when he looks at me in a certain way, are so overwhelming that it takes all of my self-restraint to not move over and kiss him full on the mouth. The feelings that makes me pee myself out of fear.

I really don't know what to do. People tell me loving someone is the greatest thing in life, but I know how you feel when you get hurt, and I know running is easy and it spares your feelings, and... And I'm babbeling. I always do when I'm scared. And I'm so awfully scared right now.

How the fuck can you be scared of love? I truly must be an idiot.

Got Punk

i got this tagging photo by my friends. it makes me laugh when im read it. thx Frans Chris :P

Colorfull Fashion Fotogaphy by lain crawford

Photographer Iain Crawford has quite a unique focus when it comes to fashion photography. While the resulting images are brilliant, beautiful and colourful, its likely the models may not enjoy these shoots. Crawford paints and peppers the models during the shoot, capturing perfect moments of chaotic color. His work has to be seen to be believed. [IainCrawford via DesignYouTrust]

DVD and blueberry jam

sometimes life just makes you wants to dance. maybe your heart was broken. maybe your knees were scarped, maybe your body was ravaged by a sickness. but when you looked up there a same shine sunny in the sky :) after watched 2012, one word, horrifying. i think the director did a good job creating such a realistic setting.

oh..geez, please dont let it happen. i haven't fallen head over heels in love even once yet. i think everyone should before they die. or it'd be like we never lived at all. love seems to be prevalent topics. in my head, these day, in everyone constantly discussing about it. at come what may. YOU NEVER LOSE BY LOVING. YOU ALWAYS LOSE BY HOLDING BACK.

but if your heart got broken so many times that a surface loses it shine and are covered with imperfectionis, can one still love? or would it take someone wit a first aid kit to ressurect you? makes you wonder.

okaaay.... enough!!!

wuuuah, gw bnr2 capek bgt bbrp hari ini :( mgkn karena banyak tugas kulia yang harus dikerjar date line dan ga habis2nya. tommorow is my day off, so i decided to spend this nite to watchin this movie, taaaraaaa...... 500 days of summers (i watchin this twice, what a romantic movies), maybe i sleep earlier tonight. adioos reader :)

for your info....

The Temper Trap - Sweet Disposition ost. 500 days of summers yang nyanyi org indonesia loh..wuaaah, proud to be rite?? gw ga nyangka bgt, dr suaranya aja ga nyangka.. hmmm :)
i love this song so so much..