Rabu, 02 Desember 2009
Selasa, 01 Desember 2009
HIV/AIDS issues
To raise awareness, the sign-in screen of the Twitter homepage has been changed to red, and the tweets can change their colour. If the hashtags #red or #laceupsavelives are included in tweets they will turn the font red from its usual black.
The US version of Google.com has a red Aids ribbon on its homepage and provides a link to various charities connected with fighting the disease.
And Facebook has also encouraged members to join red and change their profile pictures to a red logo, and to share a video about the low cost of the treatments it takes to keep patients with HIV alive.
During 2008 some 2.7 million people became newly infected with the virus and an estimated 2 million people died from Aids. According to figures of UNAIDS, estimated 33.4 million people live today worldwide with the HIV virus.
The World Aids day is dedicated to raise awareness of the spread of HIV infection. It is a day when people who died of thedisease are commemorated. Since 1995 the President of the United States makes an official proclamation.
What do you think, are these good or bad examples for today's five-minute-activism? Are they just empty online symbols of a good conscious while nothing will change. Or are they raising awareness?
Minggu, 29 November 2009
OMG breaknews!!!!
As if you didn't see this one coming: People Magazine has selected Robert Pattinson as their Sexiest Man Alive for 2009, ahead of Taylor Lautner, the entire cast of True Blood, and even Andy Roddick! Congrats R-Pattz. The official announcement is coming on Wednesday. (via JJB)
compare wit Taylor Lautner... aawwww!!!! errrr... :P
Kamis, 26 November 2009
how the fuck can you be scared of love?
Sometimes I wonder what I would answer if my friends asked me if I was in love with him. Now, they would never question because I'm really good at hiding my feelings due to years of practise. But IF.
"I don't know" I might say. "I'll admit that there is a certain tension between him and me that I don't feel I have with anyone else." Then, after a moment of thought, I might continue: "But, what I do know is that sometimes I want to stroke his back so bad I can't barely stand it, and sometimes I make things on purpose just so I can be near him. What I also do know, is that I'm scared. So awfully scared."
The ting is that I don't want to feel anything. At all. But sometimes the feelings attack me so hard I can't ignore them anymore. They push and push and push, until they finally come through, and then, usually, I run. I can't bear to deal with them, and I certainly can't deal with the feelings that comes after. When you've been hurt. And you always get hurt.
I never let anyone in. It takes years of good behaviour to make me trust a person fully. Much because I've been let down. Hard. I've poured my heart out to people who only stomped it and threw it away. Such things hurt. And leave marks. So, in many many years I've never let myself feel anything for anyone, I've run when I couldn't ignore the feelings anymore. I've run so awfully much, in such an awful long time, and I'm so awfully tired.
So, this time, I shave sworn to myself to stay put, to not run from them. The feelings that make me want him to hold me. The feelings that, when he looks at me in a certain way, are so overwhelming that it takes all of my self-restraint to not move over and kiss him full on the mouth. The feelings that makes me pee myself out of fear.
I really don't know what to do. People tell me loving someone is the greatest thing in life, but I know how you feel when you get hurt, and I know running is easy and it spares your feelings, and... And I'm babbeling. I always do when I'm scared. And I'm so awfully scared right now.
How the fuck can you be scared of love? I truly must be an idiot.
"I don't know" I might say. "I'll admit that there is a certain tension between him and me that I don't feel I have with anyone else." Then, after a moment of thought, I might continue: "But, what I do know is that sometimes I want to stroke his back so bad I can't barely stand it, and sometimes I make things on purpose just so I can be near him. What I also do know, is that I'm scared. So awfully scared."
The ting is that I don't want to feel anything. At all. But sometimes the feelings attack me so hard I can't ignore them anymore. They push and push and push, until they finally come through, and then, usually, I run. I can't bear to deal with them, and I certainly can't deal with the feelings that comes after. When you've been hurt. And you always get hurt.
I never let anyone in. It takes years of good behaviour to make me trust a person fully. Much because I've been let down. Hard. I've poured my heart out to people who only stomped it and threw it away. Such things hurt. And leave marks. So, in many many years I've never let myself feel anything for anyone, I've run when I couldn't ignore the feelings anymore. I've run so awfully much, in such an awful long time, and I'm so awfully tired.
So, this time, I shave sworn to myself to stay put, to not run from them. The feelings that make me want him to hold me. The feelings that, when he looks at me in a certain way, are so overwhelming that it takes all of my self-restraint to not move over and kiss him full on the mouth. The feelings that makes me pee myself out of fear.
I really don't know what to do. People tell me loving someone is the greatest thing in life, but I know how you feel when you get hurt, and I know running is easy and it spares your feelings, and... And I'm babbeling. I always do when I'm scared. And I'm so awfully scared right now.
How the fuck can you be scared of love? I truly must be an idiot.
Rabu, 25 November 2009
Got Punk
i got this tagging photo by my friends. it makes me laugh when im read it. thx Frans Chris :P
Selasa, 24 November 2009
Colorfull Fashion Fotogaphy by lain crawford
Photographer Iain Crawford has quite a unique focus when it comes to fashion photography. While the resulting images are brilliant, beautiful and colourful, its likely the models may not enjoy these shoots. Crawford paints and peppers the models during the shoot, capturing perfect moments of chaotic color. His work has to be seen to be believed. [IainCrawford via DesignYouTrust]
Senin, 23 November 2009
DVD and blueberry jam
sometimes life just makes you wants to dance. maybe your heart was broken. maybe your knees were scarped, maybe your body was ravaged by a sickness. but when you looked up there a same shine sunny in the sky :) after watched 2012, one word, horrifying. i think the director did a good job creating such a realistic setting.
oh..geez, please dont let it happen. i haven't fallen head over heels in love even once yet. i think everyone should before they die. or it'd be like we never lived at all. love seems to be prevalent topics. in my head, these day, in everyone constantly discussing about it. at come what may. YOU NEVER LOSE BY LOVING. YOU ALWAYS LOSE BY HOLDING BACK.but if your heart got broken so many times that a surface loses it shine and are covered with imperfectionis, can one still love? or would it take someone wit a first aid kit to ressurect you? makes you wonder.
okaaay.... enough!!!
wuuuah, gw bnr2 capek bgt bbrp hari ini :( mgkn karena banyak tugas kulia yang harus dikerjar date line dan ga habis2nya. tommorow is my day off, so i decided to spend this nite to watchin this movie, taaaraaaa...... 500 days of summers (i watchin this twice, what a romantic movies), maybe i sleep earlier tonight. adioos reader :)
for your info....i love this song so so much..
Jumat, 20 November 2009
Gemma Ward Has NOT Quit Modeling
Hallelujah praise Jesus. Gemma has spoken and she rendered all the recent press reports that she "quit" as null and void. Fashionologie blogged Gemma emailed the West Australian newspaper that she'll be back working next year.
Kamis, 19 November 2009
Ding Dong
Sometimes I wish that there were such magical device like from the movie (Eternal Sunshine of The Spotless Mind). Where you can erase the entire memory of one person you wish to delete. Like deleting his picture from your computer. Permanently. Even if that person made a big impact in your life, even for a short period of time, like, 6 months. I want it gone. All gone. Unrequited love is the most cruelest love out there. I'm in love, all alone. It's been a year since we broke up, of course I'm all alone, what am I thinking? Sorry it's the love gas talking. But it's so strange to be in it all by myself. If he was still in love like I am, he'll be back right? He would tell me, wouldn't he? Here's the thing: Why do we question love? Love should be blunt and straight forward. If he loves you, he'll come back. He'll come back.... Or am I bullshitting myself? There goes the question mark again. I need to get myself out of this loop. I'm in love with a man who doesn't even keep in touch with me anymore. I'm in love with a guy who, I'm pretty sure, doesn't think about me on a daily basis like I do with him.
Have a great day reader :))
Rabu, 18 November 2009
Bad Romance
OH MY FUCKING GOD!!!! I'M DYING... DYING... DYING IN MY OWN CESSPOOL OF JEALOUSY.
Lady Gaga WERQED the hell out of Alexander McQueen! Totes Amaze. TOTES AMAZE! Watch and werq.
EXCUSE ME WHILE I POISON MYSELF...
LUCKYYYY SHE GOT TO WEAR IT!!!
You know what... I need an intervention from this Lady Gaga insanity. Does anyone have Oprah on speed dial? Someone call her and pass the phone to me please.
That's all :)
Lady Gaga WERQED the hell out of Alexander McQueen! Totes Amaze. TOTES AMAZE! Watch and werq.
EXCUSE ME WHILE I POISON MYSELF...
LUCKYYYY SHE GOT TO WEAR IT!!!
You know what... I need an intervention from this Lady Gaga insanity. Does anyone have Oprah on speed dial? Someone call her and pass the phone to me please.
That's all :)
Minggu, 15 November 2009
Hal Kecil Itu Sempurna
Suatu hari seniman terkenal Michelangelo dikunjungi oleh temannya. Setelah bicara panjang lebar, temannya bertanya kepada michelangelo tentang patung yang sudah lama dikerjakannya.
"patung itu sudah selesai kan?" kata temannya.
"oh, belum," jawab michelangelo, "saya masih harus menyempurnakan garis wajahnya, memperbaiki otot kaki, memoles bagian dada dan mempertajam garis matanya."
"tapi semua itu cuma hal-hal kecil," kata temannya.
"memang benar," jawab angelo, "namun hal-hal kecil itu menghasilkan kesempurnaan, dan kesempurnaan jelas bukan hal kecil."
Have a great day reader :)
"patung itu sudah selesai kan?" kata temannya.
"oh, belum," jawab michelangelo, "saya masih harus menyempurnakan garis wajahnya, memperbaiki otot kaki, memoles bagian dada dan mempertajam garis matanya."
"tapi semua itu cuma hal-hal kecil," kata temannya.
"memang benar," jawab angelo, "namun hal-hal kecil itu menghasilkan kesempurnaan, dan kesempurnaan jelas bukan hal kecil."
Have a great day reader :)
Kamis, 12 November 2009
"the teacher I never had"
im just watchin this movie on HBO. its based on true stories. As a child with Tourette syndrome, Brad Cohen was ridiculed, beaten, mocked, and shunned. All people arround him. Children, teachers, and even family members found it difficult to be around him. Brad is sometimes rejected, in every where he is.
ada banyak hal yang gw dapet dari film ini :
1. seharusnya kita bersyukur atas apa yg udah Tuhan kasih buat kita, kurang dan lebihnya itu sudah Tuhan yang atur. karena di luar sana masih banyak org yang berkekurangan atau ga sesempurna kita. jangan pernah mengeluhakan atas keadaan. karena Tuhan ga akan kasih apa-apa bagi manusia yang mengharapkan hal kedagingan.
2. ternyata banyak hal di luar sana yang terkadang jarang sekali kita perhatikan. hal kecil yang sering gw anggap ga penting atau cm dianggap sebelah mata aja. bahkan sama sekali ga terjamah dan terlihat di mata. pada hal itu merupakan hal yang berharga dan berkilau.
3. apa pun kalian sekarang, bagaimana pun keadaan kalian, kalian harus tetep berusaha keras untuk mendapatkan apa pun yang kalian harapkan. semua hal bisa tercapai bukan dilihat dari bagaimana kita, siapa kita, baju apa yang kita pakai, bukan dari fisik, wajah, atau kedudukan kita. tapi kita bisa mendapatkan sesuatu asal kita mau berusaha dan punya motivasi yang besar. kita harus punya tujuan, dan punya mind set yang kuat buat dapat meraih semuanya itu. hati yang tulus dalam menjalankan sesuatu, itu yang akan dilihat orang. terus berusaha, karena semakin kamu mengusahakan sesuatu, semakin kamu banyak belajar dari situ. bermimpilah setinggi langit, kalau pun suatu saat nanti kalian jatuh, masih ada bintang yang akan menadah mu.
4. jadilah orang yang sederhana dan rendah hati, karena besok kita gak akan tau apa yang akan terjadi. jangan pernah mengsia-siakan hari ini, karena hari ini tidak akan pernah terulang lagi. dan jangan pernah menyesali hari yang kemarin karena itu cuma membuang waktu mu. karena itu sama saja dengan membuang-buang waktu untuk hari ini.
5. di dunia ini tidak ada yang sempurna. kalau setiap kali kamu melakukan sesuatu dan gagal, bukan berarti kamu gak bisa dan ga sempurna. karena dari kegagalan itu kamu belajar untuk menjadi orang yang lebih baik lagi. bukan berarti kamu cacat fisik, kamu gak bisa melakukan apa pun. karena kamu punya hati, semangat, pikiran, punya orang-orang yang selalu ada di sekitar kamu yang akan selalu mendukung, karena kalian punya Tuhan yang besar. itu yang akan membuat kamu hidup. masalah tidak ada yang besar, karena kalian punya kemampuan yang lebih besar untuk menyelesaikan masalah mu.
sekarang Brad Cohen menjadi seorang motivator, dan menjadi seorang guru. amaze kan, dengan berbagai kekurangan yang dimiliki. Brad’s motivational presentations are about positive attitude, perseverance, giving people a chance, accepting differences, overcoming obstacles, celebrating abilities, and setting high expectations and achieving your goals. walau Brad mempunyai kelainan, tapi semangat yang besar, bisa merubah semuanya. dia tidak menjadi kalah karena sindrome tourette nya. dia menerima kelainan yang ada dalam dirinya. dan jadilah sekarang seorang Brad Cohen yang luar biasa.
jadi jangan pernah menyerah, jangan pernah berpikir kamu ga bisa, selamanya kamu bakal selalu gak bisa kalau kamu terus-menerus mengatakan "saya tidak bisa!" kuasa atas perkataan dan pikiran mu, akan menjadi tanduk mu sendiri. u must watchin this movies guys, kalian bakal dapet banyak pelajaran dari film ini.
have a great day reader :)
Rabu, 11 November 2009
Drowning
I met a boy and fell for him fast. We moved fast. Everything was such a rush, everything was perfect, we were so obsessed with each other. Call before we sleep, always send the short mssg. but im do mistake. im lie to him. and i decided to tell the truth. But I had to leave, and I knew I couldn’t lie to him anymore. I thought it would be better to have no contact. but i was wrong. im sorry for lies :( i dont mean like that
I was wrong. It was the stupidest decision of my life, because I find that not knowing someone well, can make you never get over them. The truth is, I don’t know him that well. What we had was short, it was over before I had a chance to see whether we were really good together, whether he was right for me. So all this time, even while I’ve had relationships with so many other guys, I always compare the new boys to one boy who I barely even knew, and they all fall short. Because his memory is so perfect, it’s so indestructible because it’s unfinished. I didn’t have time to discover his flaws, the little quirks that annoy, the arguments that break a couple a part. I didn’t give him a chance to show me that side of himself. All I have are the memories of that new, excited feeling. Of butterflies every time his fingers brushed my arm, of electric sparks every time we kissed, because it was so new, and unexpected and amazing. I have idealized this boy to the point where he is perfect in my eyes, and because of that, I can’t be satisfied with anyone else. But I can’t go back to him either, I cut off all ties, made it clear I never wanted to talk to him. He doesn’t know I think about him every day. He probably thinks he was completely insignificant, because I lied, and told him that he was. I swore I couldn’t care less. He has no idea. And I have no idea what it would be like to really be with him, have a real relationship with him, and I have to live with the fact that it is completely my fault. For being so proud, and so presumptuous to think I would get over him in two minutes. I never thought I’d hold on this long, to a ghost of a person. To an illusion of a person, that isn’t very likely a true reflection of him anyway.
And my advice to anyone reading this is, don’t let opportunities pass you by. Don’t dismiss people without thinking about how you may feel later. Don’t end something great, just because you think it would be too inconvenient to your life to let it continue. The truth is, everyone needs closure. Even if you do try something, and it’s difficult, and it ends, at least you know you tried. At least you know it was really the right decision to end it. You tried, and you failed. That’s okay, that’s something you’ll get over. But wondering, always wondering how it would have went if you had just let it happen, that’s torture. It’s the “what ifs” that keep me up at night. And the fact that he was strong enough to want me, to want to put up a fight for me, and I wasn’t strong enough to fight for him. And for the way I feel now, I have only myself to blame.
I was wrong. It was the stupidest decision of my life, because I find that not knowing someone well, can make you never get over them. The truth is, I don’t know him that well. What we had was short, it was over before I had a chance to see whether we were really good together, whether he was right for me. So all this time, even while I’ve had relationships with so many other guys, I always compare the new boys to one boy who I barely even knew, and they all fall short. Because his memory is so perfect, it’s so indestructible because it’s unfinished. I didn’t have time to discover his flaws, the little quirks that annoy, the arguments that break a couple a part. I didn’t give him a chance to show me that side of himself. All I have are the memories of that new, excited feeling. Of butterflies every time his fingers brushed my arm, of electric sparks every time we kissed, because it was so new, and unexpected and amazing. I have idealized this boy to the point where he is perfect in my eyes, and because of that, I can’t be satisfied with anyone else. But I can’t go back to him either, I cut off all ties, made it clear I never wanted to talk to him. He doesn’t know I think about him every day. He probably thinks he was completely insignificant, because I lied, and told him that he was. I swore I couldn’t care less. He has no idea. And I have no idea what it would be like to really be with him, have a real relationship with him, and I have to live with the fact that it is completely my fault. For being so proud, and so presumptuous to think I would get over him in two minutes. I never thought I’d hold on this long, to a ghost of a person. To an illusion of a person, that isn’t very likely a true reflection of him anyway.
And my advice to anyone reading this is, don’t let opportunities pass you by. Don’t dismiss people without thinking about how you may feel later. Don’t end something great, just because you think it would be too inconvenient to your life to let it continue. The truth is, everyone needs closure. Even if you do try something, and it’s difficult, and it ends, at least you know you tried. At least you know it was really the right decision to end it. You tried, and you failed. That’s okay, that’s something you’ll get over. But wondering, always wondering how it would have went if you had just let it happen, that’s torture. It’s the “what ifs” that keep me up at night. And the fact that he was strong enough to want me, to want to put up a fight for me, and I wasn’t strong enough to fight for him. And for the way I feel now, I have only myself to blame.
Selasa, 10 November 2009
Natalie Portman for V Magazine 62
Photographed by Mario Testino. Flawless! it's refreshing to see someone like Natalie, who has that all-American sweetheart image, be 'edgy'.But then again, didn't she shaved her head once? How does Natalie Portman make you feel? :)
Sabtu, 07 November 2009
The Wedding
This is for someone out there. who really gave me a little light on my heart :) thx for a little time today,the wedding at Ritz Carlton :)
Kamis, 05 November 2009
Moving Forward
Life indeed is a mystery, we will never know what lies ahead unless if we are brave enough to uncover it. Im one among those people who are not afraid to challenge life. Losing or winning is not what it takes.. its about how you're going to do it, on how you play the game of Life. I lose so many times, fall down trice but still able to hold up on what is left of me... my dignity. Because of this i learn to stand up alone and face my nightmares that had been haunting me for quite a long time, that had been trying to pull me deeper to the abyss but to no avail. Thanks to my family who had been always their for me in times like this. The endless supportive love that they gave, makes me become a better person as what I am right now. I have chosen my path and not a single regret in my mind. I know that im in the right track this time and plan to keep it that way. Just straight ahead, no other Turns, but to the path where my Heart Beats. Yeah Love.. taking chances on love again and this .
have a great day reader :)
Rabu, 04 November 2009
Dream
i can sleep well tonite, so a decided to writing something about ballerina. i wish i could be a pro ballerina. and my favorite ballerina are Alessandra Ferri and polina semionova. i really adore both of her. kind of speechless.Greatest ballerina ever :)
This is some picture from Polina Semionova...
and the other my favorite ballerina alessandra ferri this is my favorite picture.. :))
Selasa, 03 November 2009
ACYMOSH 2009
Hari ini panitia ACYMOSH 2009- UKM ECC Atmajaya makan2 di buffet-plaza semanggi. dalam rangka pembubaran panitia.. this is some picture from my camera pocket :)good nite reader. bonne nuit..!!
i am Legend
After five days in theaters, Michael Jackson’s This Is It grossed more than $101 million worldwide. wow, what a great movies guys. u must watchin :)
Jumat, 30 Oktober 2009
Kamis, 29 Oktober 2009
Rabu, 28 Oktober 2009
en ze leefden nog lang en gelukkig
You always helped me with all my troubles
and i'd do the same for you
when i said no one cared about me
you'd say you do
you stopped me from hurting myself
and ending my life
you came to my rescue
and put down the knife
you told me you would be nothing
if I wasn't there
those words showed me
you really cared
but there's another secret
that killing my soul
one that made me realize
you made me whole
it's that i love you
and even though were friends
i would always love you
until the end
I hope that one day
maybe you'll love me too
and I'll be waiting for that day to come
and you'll say I love you
*dedicated to my friend (he's a boy) I love you sooooooo :) *
and i'd do the same for you
when i said no one cared about me
you'd say you do
you stopped me from hurting myself
and ending my life
you came to my rescue
and put down the knife
you told me you would be nothing
if I wasn't there
those words showed me
you really cared
but there's another secret
that killing my soul
one that made me realize
you made me whole
it's that i love you
and even though were friends
i would always love you
until the end
I hope that one day
maybe you'll love me too
and I'll be waiting for that day to come
and you'll say I love you
*dedicated to my friend (he's a boy) I love you sooooooo :) *
Selasa, 27 Oktober 2009
Friendship and Love
Let say this im thingkin today:
1. Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear.
2. Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you.
3. Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget.
4. You can only go as far as you push.
5. Actions speak louder than words.
6. The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else.
7. Don't let the past hold you back; you're missing the good stuff.
8. Life's short. If you don't look around once in a while, you might miss it.
9. If you think that the world means nothing, think again. You might mean the world to someone else.
10. When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there
11. True friendship never ends.
12. Friends are forever.
13. Good friends are like stars....You don't always see them, but you know they are always
there.
14. Don't frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile.
15. What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who
made you cry?
16. NOBODY IS PERFECT UNTIL YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH THEM. (Isn't that the truth?)
17. Everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end.
18. Most people walk in and out of you life. But only True friends leave footprints in your
heart.
19. Send this on to everyone special in your life, even the people who really make you mad
sometimes. Whether we realize it or not, everyone we know is very special to us.
20. When we look back on our younger years, we will remember the people who went to
school with us, the people who made us laugh, the people who hung out with us when
nobody else would, and the people who made our lives much better simply by being a
part of it.
21. There may be somebody who is thinking about you RIGHT NOW and wishing that you
were around. That's the wonderful thing about friendship-you always feel loved and cared
about.
22. The most important thing to remember is... Always appreciate the friends that you have.
23. A fight may come and go very easily, but a friendship could last forever.
24. For every second spent in anger, a minute of happiness is wasted. So send this to your
friends and let them know that you care.
1. Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear.
2. Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you.
3. Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget.
4. You can only go as far as you push.
5. Actions speak louder than words.
6. The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else.
7. Don't let the past hold you back; you're missing the good stuff.
8. Life's short. If you don't look around once in a while, you might miss it.
9. If you think that the world means nothing, think again. You might mean the world to someone else.
10. When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there
11. True friendship never ends.
12. Friends are forever.
13. Good friends are like stars....You don't always see them, but you know they are always
there.
14. Don't frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile.
15. What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who
made you cry?
16. NOBODY IS PERFECT UNTIL YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH THEM. (Isn't that the truth?)
17. Everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end.
18. Most people walk in and out of you life. But only True friends leave footprints in your
heart.
19. Send this on to everyone special in your life, even the people who really make you mad
sometimes. Whether we realize it or not, everyone we know is very special to us.
20. When we look back on our younger years, we will remember the people who went to
school with us, the people who made us laugh, the people who hung out with us when
nobody else would, and the people who made our lives much better simply by being a
part of it.
21. There may be somebody who is thinking about you RIGHT NOW and wishing that you
were around. That's the wonderful thing about friendship-you always feel loved and cared
about.
22. The most important thing to remember is... Always appreciate the friends that you have.
23. A fight may come and go very easily, but a friendship could last forever.
24. For every second spent in anger, a minute of happiness is wasted. So send this to your
friends and let them know that you care.
Senin, 26 Oktober 2009
Finally After Long Journey
Someone got me upset and I was talking to my friend about it, and she said that I should sit down and write a love story; maybe it would make me feel better, so I did...
I miss my baby so but he's not here any more. And it's true, he's the one, who if I was getting worked up, he'd probably say something so that my anger would be directed towards him instead.
My heartthrob and soul; I miss the new meaning he puts in my life when he is around. The passage of time has made our bond stronger; our understanding of each other more deeper; our arguments longer because time has increased our knowledge of each other; our laughter more rich; our happiness more profound; our tears more poignant; our memories more nostalgic; our lives more rich because of the joy that a friendship as vibrant and fulfilling as ours brings; a friendship devoid of the illusions that lust gives, but yet filled with the mystery of love and undeniable attraction.
And yet, this is more of a dream than reality, because distance has become my worst enemy; the arm that twists the hands of fate and destiny. The realization that separation is not always a choice, but can be determined by miles and oceans, and countries and continents. The painful reality that life is not always fair and dreams are not always realized, but then the acknowledgement that all things will work out as they ought to, everything happens for a reason and maybe or maybe not, fate will unravel its cords in my favor. After all, it's not in the stars to hold our destiny but in ourselves.
A love story; worthy of films and romance novels. As close to the clichéd "love at first sight' as it can possibly be. Six months ago, since I first set eyes on him and to this day, some things never change. Some things do change however; from a little girl's crush to a growing adolescent's troubled and confused emotions, and now to a young adult's confidence in the fact that above all else; all the other side attractions, flings, involvements, even boyfriends, in my heart he remains supreme.
There can only be one key to fit a door and he hold the key that unlocks the door to my heart. Not the heart that is free to love friends and family, to look twice, maybe three times at every cute guy, to find deep attractions and bonds with special people, but the heart that in this life that we live, only one person can have. For in life, you find only one true love, only one you can love in spite of who they are, only one you can love without setting any conditions nor asking any questions about whether this really is love, or lust or infatuation, because you have the answer; it lies in the very depths of your heart.
I have my answer and I have found my love, but I must accept the fact that as much as you will find only one true love in your life, it is only if you are lucky that you will spend the rest of your life with him. But I truly believe that it is better to have loved and lost than not to have loved at all, because in life you win some and you lose some. Life is a battleground and it is the courageous and strong that emerge victorious. And I find the strength from within to survive from day to day, to overcome my trials and temptations, to conquer my difficulties and to transcend the greatest of all things; LOVE.
I miss my baby so but he's not here any more. And it's true, he's the one, who if I was getting worked up, he'd probably say something so that my anger would be directed towards him instead.
My heartthrob and soul; I miss the new meaning he puts in my life when he is around. The passage of time has made our bond stronger; our understanding of each other more deeper; our arguments longer because time has increased our knowledge of each other; our laughter more rich; our happiness more profound; our tears more poignant; our memories more nostalgic; our lives more rich because of the joy that a friendship as vibrant and fulfilling as ours brings; a friendship devoid of the illusions that lust gives, but yet filled with the mystery of love and undeniable attraction.
And yet, this is more of a dream than reality, because distance has become my worst enemy; the arm that twists the hands of fate and destiny. The realization that separation is not always a choice, but can be determined by miles and oceans, and countries and continents. The painful reality that life is not always fair and dreams are not always realized, but then the acknowledgement that all things will work out as they ought to, everything happens for a reason and maybe or maybe not, fate will unravel its cords in my favor. After all, it's not in the stars to hold our destiny but in ourselves.
A love story; worthy of films and romance novels. As close to the clichéd "love at first sight' as it can possibly be. Six months ago, since I first set eyes on him and to this day, some things never change. Some things do change however; from a little girl's crush to a growing adolescent's troubled and confused emotions, and now to a young adult's confidence in the fact that above all else; all the other side attractions, flings, involvements, even boyfriends, in my heart he remains supreme.
There can only be one key to fit a door and he hold the key that unlocks the door to my heart. Not the heart that is free to love friends and family, to look twice, maybe three times at every cute guy, to find deep attractions and bonds with special people, but the heart that in this life that we live, only one person can have. For in life, you find only one true love, only one you can love in spite of who they are, only one you can love without setting any conditions nor asking any questions about whether this really is love, or lust or infatuation, because you have the answer; it lies in the very depths of your heart.
I have my answer and I have found my love, but I must accept the fact that as much as you will find only one true love in your life, it is only if you are lucky that you will spend the rest of your life with him. But I truly believe that it is better to have loved and lost than not to have loved at all, because in life you win some and you lose some. Life is a battleground and it is the courageous and strong that emerge victorious. And I find the strength from within to survive from day to day, to overcome my trials and temptations, to conquer my difficulties and to transcend the greatest of all things; LOVE.
Lunch Lunch
i have a lunch with my fellas, wanda tampubolon and Nova Nathalia at food court plaza semanggi, this some picture from my macbook :) have a great lunch reader
Minggu, 25 Oktober 2009
Pin Me Up, Pin Me Down
this is victoria secret weapon Miranda Kerr and Ana Beatri Barros for V magazine, out november 3rd. Sex, meet deconstruction. Deconstruction, meet sex. The cruise collections get smart with a postmodern take on pinup dressing — a subversive take on sexy, as styled by Olivier Rizzo and photographed by Willy Vanderperre.
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